from emptiness to everything

in the time i’ve been gone, i’ve:

turned 18 and legal (and subsequently shed my jailbait status!)
had the best best best birthday party \o/
almost killed someone with darts and imbibed an obscene amount of alcohol in the after party
graduated from high school (and basically the last twelve years of my life) :c
had to deal with all these fucking feelings so i’m a bit of a mess rn